The love of despair...

Never did you seek those roses that were kept for you

Roses, reddened with the blood spilled from my heart


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Never were those words seen, which I wrote upon my life for you
Never ever those fingers touched the strings, beating in my heart, for you...

Beyond the blinded centuries, far beyond the endless depths of memories
I still know you dear, as that ray of sunshine which once fall on my winter sky

Its pain, I know, these thought of you, my dear, and ah...what happiness it brings
the pain ‘cause of you!
Let my cup be filled, forever, by the pain, the pain you gave me with your absence…

[the poem abv is intentionally put in RED...as this is a tribute to that great work 'anandadhaara' by balachandran chullikkaad...as i think i haven't portrayed one hundredth of the emotions that are involved in that wonderful poem!!! ]